You have lost your “Center” because that Center is now different. Also, your soul wants you to fully participate in this transformation.
Therefore, the frequency of you that holds the primary consciousness for the physical form has the responsibility to go down into the depths of your own darkness and to bring it all the surface of your consciousness where it can be healed.
(It looks like some things never change. I just put up a welcome message on my site today saying the exact same thing.)
Because your physicality has been so involved in the process of perceiving and healing your darkness, you have felt separate from your Multidimensional SELF. In fact, your darkness is just that: “Separation from your true Multidimensional SELF.” You have been a brave warrior to go into the depths of your Self to live and relive your fears and anxieties.
Let us take a close look at your fears and anxieties so that your efforts will not have been in vain:
- 1. The first darkness is the illusion of separation. This illusion tells you that you are alone and that no one will be able to understand or accept you. You want to go “Home,” and Home is someplace else that is very, very far away.
- 2. The second darkness is the illusion of fear. Fear is a natural reaction to separation. If you are alone with no one to understand or accept you, then of course you will be afraid. Fear feels like a brewing storm that will break in the moment when you least expect it.
- 3. The third darkness is the illusion of “I will not survive.” This fear is very predominant at this time because, in reality, part of you will not survive. Your darkness will be enveloped within your Light. Fear will not cease to exist because nothing becomes extinct; it merely changes form. You have become very attached to your darkness. It is the part of you that tells you that you must live more deeply inside of yourself and turn away from the physical world.
Now let us look at your fears as well as how you can transform them:
1. The illusion of separation. In order to completely experience the third dimension, one must allow the experience of separation from the ONE. This is the last physical embodiment for you and for those who wish to return their consciousness to the higher dimensions.
Therefore, all of you who have consciously or unconsciously chosen to ascend want to savor your physical experience to the fullest.“Why, would I want to experience something that is so painful?” you ask. Because, our ONE, you wish to gather all of your third dimensional lessons around you and integrate them into your full Multidimensional SELF. As a result of your physical incarnations you have gained great independence and determination.
Again and again you have remembered to turn inwards to your Source in time of need.Furthermore, you have connected the illusion of separation with your Earthly lives. During your Ascension process you need to release that illusion and connect with Earth, Lady Gaia, as She is assisting you and you are assisting her.
2. The illusion of fear. Fear is the opposite of Unconditional Love. Your Higher SELF has chosen for you, its physical expression, to experience fear and anxiety so that you can boomerang those emotions into the feeling of Unconditional Love.
What you resist – persists. Therefore, you need to stop resisting your fear.You need to move into it and give it your full attention. Do you hear what your fear is really saying to you? It is saying, “Do not forget me. I, Fear, have been a wonderful teacher for you. I am your warning mechanism that allows you to know when you are falling off your center. I am the portion of you that reminds you to re-calibrate yourself. “Go inside,” I tell you, “to hide from the enemy of separation.”What did you find inside? Did you find separation? NO! You found Unity. I, your fear of separation, reminded you that you are ONE with all life.
3. The illusion of “I will not survive.” The fear of “I will not survive” will remain as a memory. This memory is important so that you can help others. You have had this fear very deeply through this Earth incarnation because you nearly died as an infant. However, the fear you have is actually reversed. The infant was not afraid that its physical body would not survive. Your infant Self was afraid that its Soul would not survive.
Now tell that infant that your Soul did indeed survive and, in fact, it greatly expanded itself. In this final physical life you, and many others, have learned and will continue to learn, that you can bring spirit into matter and thereby raise the frequency of the matter that has been imbued with the light of Spirit.
Do you see now why you have been so nervous? Feel now how your nervousness can be released into the expanded Light that you are actively allowing into your body. Remember, whenever, you bring in more Light you invite more darkness to the surface of your consciousness to be appreciated and loved freely.